História 2:00 a.m thought - Do you think of me?

Some nights I stay up an think to myself "Does he still think of me? " after 9 months you'd think I wouldn't care but I do I care so deeply about him still. I stop once in a while when I hear things that remind me of him, the really dumb things. Our late night talks where he force me into talking I was just so shy but if you were still around you'd known I'm not that bad anymore,   my promises that I'll never be able to keep now, how  you'd tell me how our first kiss would go down, and most of all I miss being yours being able to sit down after a long day and talk to you made everything less stressful. I still wonder do you ever stop ad think the same things?  You probably don't you moved on with your life and now your gone and there's not shit I can do about it anymore I've got to let you go..