História My suicide diary - The end

Dear Diary, this is the last time I write you a confession. But this time, I will do what the people around me always wanted me to do.

In a moment I'll give my last gasps.

I do not know where I'm going, I do not know nor at least have somewhere to go after me here, but I can't stay here anymore. 

I know that if I do not go to death, it will come for me. Be with depression, either with Ana but I know she comes .

I'm sorry mom, but I can't handle this anymore. 

"I thought the worst feeling in the world was to lose someone you love, but I was wrong. The worst feeling is when you realize that you lost yourself"

This is my end. 

Bye XOXO