História She is the tear in my heart - Oneshot

"Kill me!! Come on!!" She yelled with heavy tears in her face. "Please... Kill me or leave!!"

"No! I can't do this!! I won't do this!!! Stop, get away from the edge!!" The brunette boy yelled back and start to cry. "Please, don't jump!! Everything is gonna be okay, I swear!!"

"Don't swear!! You know that's not truth!!" She look up to the sky and turn back to the boy in front of her. "My life is gone, Josh... I'm tired to start over and never going better... I'm sorry for doing this in front of you, this is not what had planed..." She look up to the street, so many cars, so many lights under that bridge. The boy get closer in the exactly moment her jumped. He grab her clothes and hold her in his arms.

"No... Please, don't do that... Please Abbey, don't kill yourself, things go better, belive in me..." He told her, both were crying, then she hug him back and rub her face in his chest.

"I'm so, so sorry... I'm sorry..." She whispers, holding his clothes harder enough to hurt her fingers.

"Don't be... Wasn't your falt..." He told her, stroking her hair. "You don't have to be alone, I'm here, I'll help you!! Let me help you, Abbey!"
 

***

"Josh? Hey, did you listen to me?" The pink haired man look up to his friend beside him in the couch, and tried to remember what they were talking about.

"Sorry... Nope." The brunette man beside him laugh and turn off the TV, looking up to Josh.

"Don't be, wasn't nothing important. But, what do you think about we go to somewhere, like in vocations?" He asked with a big children's smile.

"Umm... Would be fun." Josh smiles back. "Do you have some place in mind?"

"Not yet... Maybe we can go to... Ugh, I can't though in nothing!" The brunette man said little angry, but sooner he smiled again. "What do you think about we go to Columbus, pass a time with our familys?"

"Cool, I miss my mom... It would be fun. Good idea, Tyler." The pink haired man said smiling.

"We go tomorrow, ok? I'll get Jenna." Tyler said turn on the TV, and Josh nodds.

Then, Josh turn back his mind on that memories. The girl who was his bestfriend on high school.
She was the cooler girl he ever met.

They learned play drums together, always when she run away to Josh's house, hiding there of her dad.

One day she tried kill herself, jumping the bridge. Her dad died in a car crash at the same day her mom's diagnosed with cancer. If wasn't for Josh, her suicide attempt would have worked.

After that day she had to go live with her grandmother and they never see each other anymore, even talked.
The punk girl from columbus, who played furious drums better than boys. Sometimes Josh think in their past and miss her.

He asked himself if she's okay now. If she's still alive and if she found someone to make her happy and safe.

***

Tyler was driving and they're almost there. The blonde women in the back was making a lot of vines and the two friends in the front, were just laughing and singing the musics on the radio.

Tyler leave Josh in his parents house and drove to his own. The pink haired man look around the street. "Still the same." He didn't even need to beat at the door, his mom was already opening with a big smile and hug.

"Joshua!! My babe, how you're doing? Come in, come in!!" He laugh all the time with the hapiness of his mom.
 

Have been hours, and the Dun's and the Joseph's decide to make a big dinner together. Josh was loving see all family again, was much funny.

"You won't belive who I see yesterday at wallmart, babe." Momma Dun said trough she cook with Tyler's mom and sisters, and Josh felt curious.

"Who?" He asked, proving a little food with finger.

"Remember Abbey? That girl of your high school?" She asked back and slaps his hand.

"Yeah, sure." He answear with an smile. "Did you talk to her?"

"Yep. She is so pretty now, well, more than before." She laugh. "She looks happy, we talked about many things in way at home."

"Wait, she came here?!" He asked surprised.

"Don't yell! But, yes... She is in vocation here with her aunt. And I asked if she would like to come at my house, drink some tea and talk about things." She answear geting plates and giving to Josh. "Put it on the table and come back to get the other things."

He did what she asks, then, the girls were brought the food. It was fun to be there, Josh and Tyler were much happy.

Their parents starts with that stuff about Tyler's climbing and the Josh's back flips. They just laugh and changed of subject.

Was almost nine o'clock, when Tyler decide take a walk with Josh. Jenna stay with their moms talking about the past and stuff. They walked all the way smiling at everything.

Was so emotional be there again. The streets where they grew up. Was a such good feeling even with the cold of the night.

They stops in a park and made some vines.

"That was sick as frick!" Tyler said, laughing and Josh nodds with a big smile. Then, someons yelled his name, Josh look around searching for where the yell come from, and he saw a girl runing at him. They, Tyler and Josh, though was a fan.

"Hi!" She said to the pink haired man, like they knowing each other. "It's me jerk, Abbey!" She told him and he widened his eyes, little surprised. But sooner he smiled.

"Wow... Abbey you... Well, hi!" Both was laughing and Tyler just feel like a third wheel there. "Tyler, this is Abbey, my friend from high school, Aby, this is Tyler my best friend."

"Yeah, I know him. Hi!" She said smiling. "I love your band with that ukelele screamo stuff! It's amazing, congrats boys."

"Thanks... Nice to meet you." Tyler said a little lost, she talked little fast.

"So, what are you doing here?" She asked beside Josh til they go out of the park. "I mean, at ten o'clock, in a sunday night in a park... It's just random as fuck." Josh laugh at the way she said that.

"You still like an fourteen punk girl." He said and she slaps his arm.

"Shut up, you still the same babe emo!" She said and both begin laughing.

"Well, who is smaller now?" He asked and she look up to him with a mad face.

"Oh, you don't said this!!" They laugh again and Josh look up to Tyler, who smile at the time. Josh knows so far that Tyler doesn't want to be there.

"Well... Was good to see you..." The pink haired man said with a lovely smile. "But... We need to come back home... Maybe we can go out tomorrow?"

"Oh..." She looks little disappointed. "Sure, I get you at two o'clock?" She asks with a little smile.

"Two o'clock!" Josh confirms smiling back, then he opened his arms, waiting for a hug.

She huged him then they said goodbye and went their ways.

"She is that girl you saved from a suicide attempt?" Tyler asks with a smile.

"Yeah..." The pink haired man nodds with a pround smile.

"She looks cool."

"Yeah, she is." They were almost in Josh's parents house, then they say goodbye with a hug that take a couple of minutes.

Josh go up to his room... Still the same. That place brought him a lot of feelings, then he layed down in his bad with a heavy breathing.

The most peaceful moment in all 2016. He never felt so good vibes, then he felt asleep.
 

***
 

Josh was finishing his lunch when he hear beats on the door, his mom go open the door and he look up to the clock. Was 02:01 p.m.

The pink haired man jump off the chair and go up the stairs to the bathroom brushing his teeths.

"Josh?! Babe, Abbey is here!" His mom yelled from the living room and he look up to the mirror one more time.

He down the stairs and go to living room, there she was. With a pink dress and messy hair. Josh felt his body warm.

"Hey..." He said scratching his neck with a big smile in the lips.

"Hey!!" She said with all the happiness of the world when saw him. "Let's go?!"

He nodds and they go out of the house.
"You look the same kid!" He joke at her, and she slaps his arm.

"Shut up, you look the same too!" She started to laugh. "So... What you want to do?"

"Well, you supposed to know!" He said. "What do you think about the bowling?"

"Cool!! We don't go there years ago!!" She almost yelled.

"Shhh!! Oh my god, how old are you? Five?!" He joke again and they laugh. "Well...  You're okay, right? I mean, how you doing after all these years?"

"I'm fine. No, I'm great!! And you?"

"Yeah, I'm good." She look up at him frowning. "What?" He asked at her.

"Nothing..." She murmured.

"You're a bad liar, remember?" He let out a nasal laugh, but stopped when he saw she wasn't laughing too. "Hey, what's wrong? You can tell to me, we grew up but I still the same friend! I'm still your spooky jim, here for you!!" He held her chin and pulled her face, making her look at him with a sheepish smile.

"I just wanted spend more time with you... Like, there so many things I wanna talk to you and so many hugs and....Ahhn, Josh I felt so miss our games and play drums with you. I missed escape to your house, hidden from my drunk father."

"Hey we have time!! I'm here now, are not I?" He stopped in front of her held the side of her face. "I miss this thigs too, was the good old days and we can't turn back in time! But we can have fun now! We can make new memories!! What do you say?" She smiled and wrapped his neck with arms, burying her face in the crook os his neck, getting on her toes.

"Love you, Joshua..." She whispers and he circled her waist with his arms. He didn't know what to do for sure. They're just doing what they think was right.

They barely noticed as the hours passed quickly, or where they had gone. When they opened their eyes to stop the time and pay attention, they were don't giving a shit. No, they were too busy kissing each other in the body.

Josh took off her dress, then his shirt and pants without stop kissing her lips.

They were rolling on the bed, she moaned as he penetrated. The smell of sex was rising in the air and she whispers his name in his ears, asking for more touch. Nothing made sense at the moment, but they were just in love.

***

"Josh....?"  She nudged his arm and he opened his eyes slowly and smiled.

"Hi babe..." She laughed and kiss him.

"We have to go... My aunt will come soon." She said playing with his tousled pink hair. He stretched and went to dress. She was already dressed and tidy. Then they returned to the Josh's parents house, was already nine o'clock and they walked embraced.

"Maybe I will come back here in the summer..." She said laying her head in his shoulder.

"Maybe I'll go see you wherever you are." He said and she smiled.

They said goodbye and she go away, down in the empty street. When Josh came home, his mom was waiting him in the living room with a big smile.

"Don't say anything!" He said before laughed and she smiled more.

"Oh, babe... I hope you had fun!"

"Mom!!" He exclaimed and she laughed.

But she was right, they had fun... Not just at the sex, but in the bowling too. They walked in all the mall like young kids, pranking with silly things. Abbey told him that if wasn't for him that night, she would have thrown all her life away for nothing, and they would never found each other again. And she would never live anything that she lived, all the good years would be just to another life.

She still the same punk rock girl from the high school, who play furious drums better than boys... The girl who Josh saved from a suicide attempt years ago. The girl he had always been in love.