História Since We Met - Since We Met

It was friday night and the boys where finally home from duty. You were just finishing cooking dinner.
- Welcome back. - You smiled.
- Aahh, I’m so tireed. - Yoongi dropped on the couch.
- Hello, (y/n). - Jimin and Taehyung came to greet you with a kiss on the cheek and forehead each.
- This looks really good. - Namjoon stopped by your side.
- Thank yoou. - You smiled at him - Okay, no time for slacking off, you all need to shower, then dinner will be ready.
- Okaaay. - The boys said in chorus. Then they stampeded off the living room to their baths. Just one remained. You looked back and saw Jin sitted on the couch, eyes on the coffee table, mind nowhere to be found. You closed the pan for the meet to cook and untied your apron.
- Is everything alright Jin-sshi?
- Hum? - He looked at you confused, like you got him from a trance - Ah, yes yes. Sorry, I was daydreaming. - He smiled.
- You look tired, go take a shower and come to have dinner, okay?
- Okay, jagiya. Thank you. - He got up, kissing your forehead and leaving the room.

You stood there, for a minute, feeling that hot spot on your forehead and sensing your cheeks getting flushed.
- Fool. - You gave yourself a couple of slaps on your cheeks and went back to the kitchen.
They finally got back and you broght the pans to the living room, they started to eat, so as yourself, but then you noticed the empty chair on the other side.
- Where’s Jin?
- Ah, I bumped to him in the corridor, he said he was tired from practice and he would skip dinner to sleep. - Said Tae.
That’s very odd. He never skips dinner. Something’s off - You thought.

After you where finished you asked the boys to put everything away and the dishes on the dishwasher. You served a plate full of pasta and meat, along with orange juice and decided to take it to Jin in his room. You knocked lightly twice.
- Jin-sshi? I brought dinner, can I come in?
No answer. You sighed. You left the food on the door and was ready to turn away, but something was really bothering. You went back.
- Jin-sshi, I’m coming in. - You opened the door with certain difficulty because your hands were full. The room was dark, except for the window which let in the blue night lights. You closed the door with your foot and looked back to Jin. He was sitting on his bed, looking to the window. You left the food on his desk and sat in front of him. - Oppa. - You looked at him with concern.
- Am I a failure, (y/n)-ah?
- What? No! Why you’re saying this?
- I’ve been thinking lately… We are together for almost three years now. Everybody seems to have found their place and I don’t see where I fit in yet. I feel like I’m the one who’s just there… I have no special talent like the other guys.
- Jin-sshi. - You held his face in your hands, which were trembling - Don’t ever say that or think like that again. Don’t you dare to belittle yourself like this. Everybody has a place in the group, each one with their personalities and talents. You’re an amazing vocalist and your dance is so good. Oppa, everytime you start singing my heart lightens up. It kills me to see you like this. - A single tear dropped from your eye. You let your forehead meet his and closed your eyes - Please, don’t do this to yourself. You have no idea how much you’re loved by everyone, by your friends…
- By you? - He cut you, wiping your tear with his finger.

You suddenly got back to a sitting position.
- O-Of course I love you. - You could feel your cheeks flushing - You’re one of my best friends, and also as a fan I told you before, you’re my favorite member. - You were stuttering and you diverted your eyes from him - Y-You should eat… I’ll get it for you.

You were getting up, but he grabbed your arm and pulled you back to his arms, with your back on his torso, he squeezed you into his warm embrace. Your breath was getting heavy.
- Jin-ss..
- I love you.
You gasped.
- I know we’re friends, and also I can’t date because of our contract, but I can’t help it. I want you. For three years I’ve wanted to touch you, hold you. I can’t hold this feeling back anymore. You always look away whenever I look at you or get off the room quickly when we’re alone. I don’t know how you feel, makes me think you don’t like me. Do you love me, (y/n)?

You hesitated, but there was no way you could avoid this anymore. He just told you he loves you! This was no dream.

- I fell for you the day I met you, Oppa. I’ve loved you ever since. You make me nervous. I don’t know what to do when I’m around you.
- Aah - He sighed.
You turned your head and your eyes met his. You could see there were tears running on his face. You turned and tried to wipe them, but he held your wrists and kissed you. Your body was stiff for some moments, but soon you gave in. It was a salty kiss, because of his tears. You fisted the hair of his nape and your other hand was caressed his face. He held you tight.

You wanted to protect him. Take away all the pain and isecurities he was feeling. He was so docile and good hearted, he didn’t deserve to feel like he was left aside. You knew he was not, but anyway you could show that for you he would always be number one.
- I love you Oppa. I love you so much it feels tight in my chest being near you. - You cut the kiss.
- Jagiya… - He hid his face on your neck and you stood there, holding him - You smell so good, jagi.
- Oppa… - Suddenly you heard a noise. His stomach. You giggle. He kept hidden, you knew he was embarrassed - Jin, your food still warm. It’s in the desk, please eat.
- Thank you, (y/n). - He slowly got up and sat on his desk to eat.

You sat on the bed and watched as he eagerly ate.
- Is it good, oppa?
- Delicious.
You giggled. You didn’t know what to expect from now, but things were about to get interesting.