História SteelYard 10: Innocence & Instinct - The highest point of the innocence

Was your look to me that it could see who I can be today.

It's cold.

I don't know where I am.

It's dark.

I lift myself of the stretcher. I am cold.

Where I was layed is cold.

My eyes fight to see something, despite the weak lights of the place.

The world gets even clear to me.

Lots of other stretchers are on my side, with people on it.

I am naked.

I look around, trying to recognize something.

When I realize I'm in a morgue, my mind is taken by fear and disgust.

More than anything, I want to get out of here.

I close me eyes to don't see anything.

"Please, someone take me out of here!" - I scream as high as I can.

I embrace in myself to hide of that things.

I hear someone arrive and try to get me out, but I won't go.

My state of fear don't let me get out of the position I'm right now.

Other two come to try to get me out, but I'll only accept Richard.

He arrives. I embrace him strongly, without asking him if I could do it.

I just felt I needed that.

He says to me to don't look to anything, and carries me out of there on his arms.

I keep embraced on him, as strong as I can hold, feeling his smell, tasting his skin.

It's amazing to be back.

I reminded a thing when I felt something getting out of me.

"Where is Sophia?" - I ask Richard, that fearfully looks to me.

She didn't survived. My world have no sense right now.

I hug him without ask. He let me do it, so, no problem.

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Once again, I needed to feel I was his. And I got it. In all the senses.

But my night was scaring.

I didn't had a sense for my life anymore. So, I decided it wasn't worth living.

I had everything ready. The Lorazepam was in my hand, but, once again, Richard save me from committing another idiot thing.